Progress Diaries

I'm listening to "Big Magic" by Elisabeth Gillbert. It's amazing! I totally agree with, well, everything she has said. Her words are good to my soul. I once took a college english class where you had to write without plan or thought. Don't edit just let everthing come out. that's hard to do but i released some amazing emotion and words that would'nt have come otherwise. I think i'lll try to do the same here. I'll let this blog be my unapoligetic writings. I do'nt care how bad it could possibly be because the sole purpose of all of this is for me, to feed my own creative needs. I do'nt even care to put out anything good or worthy of others. Just something. to create just for the sake of creating. Even typoing away feels good on my fingers. like they're finally free to do what they want to- type. When everything is quiet and still at night everyhing fades away. time. responsibility. sleep. expectations. just freeedom. it's beautiful a

I have so much to say. My fingers can only type so fast and my time is precious. I'm 33 and 1/2, it's cute for kids to say their half ages but at some point it becomes an unacceptable mention but I'm always aware of my half age. It helps me remember how old I really am and if I'm on the younger side of my year or older. I currently have 4 children ranging in ages from 7 years -6 months. I have several jobs... I work part-time answering phones and scheduling for my brother's shredding business, I'm a photographer, a full time cook, dishwasher, launder, housekeeper, nanny, privet transporter, teacher, groomer, entertainer, activities coordinator, personal shopper, political relations negotiator, travel agent, and well there's more but you get the picture. So for me to sit down at a computer for any amount of time is HUGE!! I've already been interrupted twice- and the kids are all in bed. But I want to creative. So I've decided that Tuesday and Thursday